can’t tell if it’s the bc making me hormonal or if you’re actually pissing me the fuck off

Gone for 8 months not one thing is different. Absolutely livid. 

Pathetic. You’re just fucking pathetic. 

I’m so tired of people I just want to go home and do whatever I want. I want to hang out with my best friend who actually has worthwhile things to say. I want to hang out with my boyfriend who is more important to me than the ridiculous shit I normally have to deal with. I’m just pushing along these last few weeks. 

I really really really like you. 

:) 

Some things are just too good to be true and that’s why I’m scared. I’m scared I’ll find happiness, security, fun, and maybe even love. I’m scared I’ll find everything I’ve ever wanted with you and that it’ll finally be the end of all the games I’ve outgrown.